I am more confident this time. The anxiety, and the fear are replaced with knowledge from experience. I don't feel as vulnerable, or fragile, letting my mind use muscle memory to hold, and perform the necessary regular maintenance on our newborn. The feeling of responsibility hasn't increased, as I didn't take the role of fatherhood lightly before. In fact, I'm incredibly excited, looking forward to the four of us embarking on adventures together, exploring the world. I look forward to watching the brothers interact, support one another, and build a bond that is unbreakable. I expect to learn from their interaction on how to be a better person.
Welcome to the family Noah. You already fit right in!